Recently...

I know I haven't been updating recently. Many apologies! Gomen nasai! *Bow bow* Recently many things have been happening. Rediate, the grand opening of Iluma's berrylite, basketball, it's as tho there's an endless amount of task to be done. But all these things surprisingly doesn't seem to tire me out but instead, I always find myself having sufficient engery to pass them! Like what the Bible says, "Your strength is made perfect, when I am weak" and today in cell, Wei Jie preached about it too! No wonder when Caleb was a old man, he still insisted for the mountain, not because he thinks that he can overcome the giants but because he knows that God will give him the victory.

And the surprising thing is that I realised that God has been dealing with my issue of pride more and more. I lost to Gerard in both basketball and bowling but it doesn't seem to affect me much. Although I knew that I'm suppose to win but losing doesn't seem anywhere insulting to me anymore. And I'm glad it have become this way :)

And today, even in cell, God gave me a revelation. It's not true that God will not put us through what we can't withstand. It only happens due to His mercy. But more often than not, God put us through what we cannot withstand so that we'll realise that we can never save ourselves and that we will always depend on God. And I think in this season, dependency on God is very important as what Pst Yang said that we're going through metamorphesis and come to think of it, a caterpillar will only go through the cacoon process only if it knows that it will emerge as a butterfly. And similarly, as christians, we must always know that what God have in the end is good for us and that have faith in Him through the transforming process. Today, Ivan also said something in cell that struck my thoughts. He said how many times have we in our christian walk asked if God really exist. Come to think of it, I've never asked this question before and have never doubted the existance of God but I've always asked God when and why. It's surprising to find myself believing in the Potter but not His ways and timing. And I've understood on leaving everything to God.













Ever I will sing, only You wll I adore.
Glorify my Lord, only You will I love.
For the world will fade away...