A Different Heart

Everything when it comes to posting a new blog entry, I'm always stuck with a dilemma. The problem of a title for the entry. Perhaps this problem struck authors, preachers, songwriters and many whose content is rich but could not come up with a title or name that is on par or good enough to justify the content. It's like a dish which taste is layerful, rich and tasteful yet the plating comes to an ultimate fail. The reason for my title is because of what have been happening recently and the many things that caused a change in me.

They say sometimes, troubles are blessings in disguise and that recently a misunderstanding I caused created a opportunity for me to gain great insight. It showed me so much that I wasn't able to see and that it made me realised that what I thought I saw was not all. Words of foolishness speaks to the ears, words of the wise, the heart. Thanks ShiXiong for remembering, watching and understanding. Thanks for being there watching quietly but caring so greatly!

In the past few weeks, really glad that bonds between people grew stronger. Between the guys, RJ, Joo Keng, Vincent and Jun Wei, although seemlessly all seem to be busy with our lives, we grew in interest and concern over each others lives. Beyond all the talks that we have, our disappointments, discontentments or even maybe our resentments, deep down inside it only goes to show how much more comfortable we have grown with each other and that we're allowing each other to know the depths of our hearts. Kudos to years of bromance! And of course with Jeremy Chin, who would have known that we could work so well with each other??? ^^v Your thickskiness and of great admirable! And of course Andy, Elisha, Poon, Anissa and Susan! Hahaha! I pretty glad that through these years although so much have changed but our relationships just gets better. Even the little smses within the week just reminds me of how in times of our busyness, there's still this little space of each other!

Mehhhhh! Of course my sheeps! Wei Da and Keith! Can't express how proud I am of you two! I really am!!! Wei Da, don't ever look down on yourself, there's so much more you can do, if only you could start believing! And Keith, yes, your good on the keys!!! Although we're on this "love-hate" relationship but I believe we can grow so much stronger together!

Lastly, a lesson I learnt today... That even as I'm hanging out with people, outwardly they may seem alright but they're tweeting different things on Twitter on the same moment. And sometimes I just wish I had the answers to their questions.... But the most I could do is pat them on the head, give them a nudge, a pat on the shoulder and a smile. And even as Pst Yang spoke about burden 2 weeks back, I feel that this issue of putting up a facade and yet hurting inside is really tugging on my heart. My the Lord reveal the things of the kingdom upon my heart and grant me understanding...

So much so said, the only thoughts that could go through my mind now is that "how can I make people feel so secured in their place knowing that they are loved?"













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