Matthew 5:37

Here's a little quick entry before I turn myself in...


My verse for ending today, Matthew 5:37 - But let your ‘Yes’ be ‘Yes,’ and your ‘No,’ ‘No.’

Why? Because I was struck so hard but this guy. Been treating him like a brother, having fun with him, talking about common topics and even being happy for him seeing that he's rising up to be a leader. That even recently I recommended him a job. But also because of my goodwill, it revealed a nature of him I've long suspected by always refuse to believe...

I could only say that one does not lose respect when he falls. He only loses it when he escapes from his failures...

Somehow at a corner of my mind, I wished that Joel and Dylan was here, then maybe this wouldn't have happened...


I know what I know and I know what I do not know yet I also do not know what I do not know but I cannot not know what I know.

Avalanche

Hi blog!

It's been a long long time since my previous entry! Guess I was pretty busy all this while. A lot have been happening in these months and I have not had the luxury of time to just stop and think through. And that's perhaps why today I've got what I've got. Somehow, one way of another, every time I try to follow instructions, try to do something right, something wrong has to turn up. In army, at home and even at church. What that saddens me most is that the people I want to feel proud of me are the ones that I hurt the most... Gomen nasai~ :'(

Recently I've been asking myself, what my achievements meant to myself... I've collected enough awards and certs to the extend that many are envious of me but really, is there a point? I've got straight Band 1s for every test every year in primary school, received edusave bursary awards and scholarships. In secondary school, I've at least one and some two or more certs for top in level for almost every subjects. Even for Army, got platoon runner-up and got posted to the rarest unit. But really, a guy like me with no talents or what so ever, what do all these means to me, I don't know... People always tell me that I can bake and cook well but somehow, it has become a burden... As in, I enjoy doing them but are they really gifts that I'll be proud of? How would one feel if their sheep told them that they wanna be like me cause I cook and bake well, that's the question I often post to myself. Sometimes I wished, I was more ordinary, no talents, no gifting, just ordinary but then again, it's a joy to serve with my gifting and talents...

Got back to the court, back to Changkat again, after 7months. Wasn't able to play for that long after my op, it brings me joy even to go back, esp when Elisha told me that he feels more complete now that I'm back. Was heartwarming. Great to see the friends there and the new people that came in midst of my absence. Played my fill and had BBQ at the court then after. What that happens after that was really amazing! Elisha started to tell Hao Shen, Hao Hong and Zhi Wei about God and then Kim Siong started to share his testimonies and then me! We even shared the gospel to them! Just as how we remind people about salting today, God actually gave us an opportunity to salt! We could just see the hunger in their eyes as we talked and before we kneww it, it was close to 3am!!! I also showed Hao Sheng how prayer could stop rain and indeed the rain stopped! He even asked how to pray!!! The most rewarding part is that when Hao Hong told he that he could feel that what we said was true and that he actually could relate to it! I told him to feel free to drop by church and he said he would! The amazing fact is that I only knew Hao Hong for only 2 days and we could just feel the connection!!!!! Now it's just left with Zhi Wei and Hao Sheng, those that we've been salting every week for 3years already!!! We know that they would be saved!

Today was full of mixed feelings and that through it all, it just increase my dependency on Him even more, even at times where I don't understand or don't have the strength to understand. I don't know what the future have in place for me but I'd like to walk it with Him.

*SHOUT OUT* to those who's been at my blog whether I know you or not, a big thank you for post on my chatbox! You guys are great!

si je pouvais déchirer mon cœur et de vous montrer

I've never thought that you were tough on me even after all these years, I just wished that we could be closer....

A Different Heart

Everything when it comes to posting a new blog entry, I'm always stuck with a dilemma. The problem of a title for the entry. Perhaps this problem struck authors, preachers, songwriters and many whose content is rich but could not come up with a title or name that is on par or good enough to justify the content. It's like a dish which taste is layerful, rich and tasteful yet the plating comes to an ultimate fail. The reason for my title is because of what have been happening recently and the many things that caused a change in me.

They say sometimes, troubles are blessings in disguise and that recently a misunderstanding I caused created a opportunity for me to gain great insight. It showed me so much that I wasn't able to see and that it made me realised that what I thought I saw was not all. Words of foolishness speaks to the ears, words of the wise, the heart. Thanks ShiXiong for remembering, watching and understanding. Thanks for being there watching quietly but caring so greatly!

In the past few weeks, really glad that bonds between people grew stronger. Between the guys, RJ, Joo Keng, Vincent and Jun Wei, although seemlessly all seem to be busy with our lives, we grew in interest and concern over each others lives. Beyond all the talks that we have, our disappointments, discontentments or even maybe our resentments, deep down inside it only goes to show how much more comfortable we have grown with each other and that we're allowing each other to know the depths of our hearts. Kudos to years of bromance! And of course with Jeremy Chin, who would have known that we could work so well with each other??? ^^v Your thickskiness and of great admirable! And of course Andy, Elisha, Poon, Anissa and Susan! Hahaha! I pretty glad that through these years although so much have changed but our relationships just gets better. Even the little smses within the week just reminds me of how in times of our busyness, there's still this little space of each other!

Mehhhhh! Of course my sheeps! Wei Da and Keith! Can't express how proud I am of you two! I really am!!! Wei Da, don't ever look down on yourself, there's so much more you can do, if only you could start believing! And Keith, yes, your good on the keys!!! Although we're on this "love-hate" relationship but I believe we can grow so much stronger together!

Lastly, a lesson I learnt today... That even as I'm hanging out with people, outwardly they may seem alright but they're tweeting different things on Twitter on the same moment. And sometimes I just wish I had the answers to their questions.... But the most I could do is pat them on the head, give them a nudge, a pat on the shoulder and a smile. And even as Pst Yang spoke about burden 2 weeks back, I feel that this issue of putting up a facade and yet hurting inside is really tugging on my heart. My the Lord reveal the things of the kingdom upon my heart and grant me understanding...

So much so said, the only thoughts that could go through my mind now is that "how can I make people feel so secured in their place knowing that they are loved?"













Let Thy henchman be thee answer

Threading...

It seems the more I try to be careful walking on the thin glass,
It just keeps cracking and cracking...
I don't want it to break but I can't just stand there and stare...
How I wish there's a guidebook or something,
But now, I'm even afraid to walk...
I laugh at my pittance...

Regret...

I've never wanted to hurt those I love but I always end up hurting them...

Cry.

As the warm afternoon breeze settles in,
A soft melancholic mood swings in...
As I playing a little country tune,
My heart flutters at my incapabilities...
Lament not over what I have lost,
But weeping over what I could not do...
Just as a swordsman wish to overcome wars,
I soar with dreams as high as the skies...
But what's with this disheartened heart,
A heart as dull as a mallet?
Oh my soul,
why art thou so downcast?
Have I not accomplished great things in my youth?
Or have I not seen the wonders of what the Almighty can do?
Perhaps all I needed was a time under the apple tree,
But may I not be like Lincoln,
Chopped the tree,
Having to face the music...
Listen to my silent prayer,
My spirit be my guide,
What my right does, my left does not,
It could not neither could it try.
But if You allow,
Make my left as strong as my right used to,
Let it glory in what it could do,
What it's best in, use it, choose it, teach it...
That if one day my right regains its former glory,
The left rejoice together.
Let them not covet, envy or strife against themselves,
But I pray,
Let them love, endure and cover one another...
Most of all that they might protect whatever that's closest to me,
The bonds that no blacksmiths can forge...
May they not be broken through words,
Though swords slice not through them...
Know my heart, guide my ways,
Do not forsake me I pray...
When you can't trust my hands,
Please,
Trust my heart...













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Here, again.

Konbawa my dear blog! Hear am I again, not as long as I expect I'll stay away from you. As much as I want to post something happy, there's probably nothing much to, other than the fact that I just ate 2packs of Jajjiangmyun that made me feel alittle more satisfied. I don't know what to say so prolly just some random stuff...

Really motivated to play my guitar better, no special reason but ya, really want to play it better. *Strum strum dilly dilly dum dum* :) Not to mention looking really forward to getting a new guitar ( I know it hasn't been long since I got my 12strings ) but yea, wonder what my next guitar would be...

My bro just came back in 2weeks and this is really totally random! But I'm not exactly happy to see him back but rather Dad & I would prefer him not back and I'm not going into the details why...

Really want to get a big and clean kitchen fully equipped all to myself! This way I can cook all I want and bake all I want and do things that I love doing in all the time that I want!!! Weee!

Great news, got into Gen Musical Dance, Bad news, read something somewhere that made me question is all I'm doing worth it... Counter balance, now feelingless, no good....

Ok and my bro just left for my mum's hse... Dunno what's he's thinking but...

Sam is in NS now so supper with? Myself, that is till I find another person that is...

Dunno what else to type so shall stop at here and onward to my guitar...

Revive Blog, Revive!

Indeed, I agree that I left my blog to die... But blogging isn't really my kinda of thing so keeping it alive was much more of a hassle than anything else. Yup there's so much that I wanna tell the world out there, the good, the bad, and the in the middle but all these seems too much to be place in words.

Just finish watching a SNSD video and had some spare time in hand so thought why not blog since I have some time in hand (actually suppose to be asleep cuz tmr there's work at 8am at Sengkang.......). It's now April and really, time pass quite in a wiffy and I don't know how long more is the combined cells gonna last but I'm really treasuring every moment of it.. The noise, the fun, the irritation and every part of it! As they say, you don't know how long it'll last but enjoy it while it does. It kinda put me in a sad mood while on this subject cuz once we go back to our own cells, will we be still as close? Undoubtly my answer concludes to a no. Maybe it's because of statistics? Like in camps and in prev cells and everything where we used to be so close to one another but now seems like a river apart. Remembered there's a Facebook group that actually reads "We used to be the closest of friends but now we hardly talk" or something like that. But like the video I watched says "If we give it our best every moment we have now, later, even if it's not like now, we won't regret it" - SooYoung (as expected ^^)

Today Thiam You made a funny remark while on our way back home. On the bus Shervelle was doing her usual stuff and Thiam You told me "Wa, I really angry! She really make me angry. Tell her and she don't listen. Wa!" Hahahaha! So far the only person I remembered making Thiam You angry was me! Now there's an addition. But as I think back on all the times I've spent with Thiam You since Sec3, I think we really grew, closer and spiritually. You know we may not be the best of friends but it always seem that there's this mutual understanding between us. He laughs at my joke, I laugh at his and we talk about stupid things together. I'm really glad that Sunday after Sunday, I can turn to my left and have him there to joke around and chat with during the sermon! Thank You!

So many more things is coming up and I thing it's time to grind the belt and prepare for a heaven of a time! (Hell of a time sounds stupid to me......) There's Zone Camp!!! Yay, of course Sarah's birthday is together and she's so excited about it. Then there's church camp!!! Ignite after that! The momentum is really building and I'm really getting excited! (There's SNSD concert in July too but it's in Thailand and would really need a miracle to go cuz I'm not gonna go if I'm not going alone. Still praying for that bank acc miracle! Jun Wei, pray with me!!! Hahahahahha!)

Yup that's all for now and tune in the next time, altho I don't know when but in the meantime, stay strong, stay cheerful and stay passionate!!!













The love of God, is greater far, than tongue or pen, could ever tell....

For Granted...

Today was on the bus towards 201 for camp group gathering where a event in the bus spark off my chains of thoughts and eventually to blog it down. I got up the bus and I stood there observing the crowd in the bus as usual. Then a Indian family and an old lady got up the bus. As usual, 2 people gave up their seats. But this gesture of kindness is what that totally push me off my dimension. Firstly, the lady that gave up her seat for the old lady, she didn't gave up it happily or willingly but rather, she just stood up and pointed at her seat and her face was showing something like,"I know I have to give this seat up for you but I'm just not that willing". And the chinese old lady was equally bad, she stared at the lady rudely and then just sat down as tho she deserved it.... For the indian family, a lady gave up her sit so that the Indian lady could sit down with the toddler in her arms. But just when the lady offer her seat, the Indian lady without hesitation just sat down as tho someone else was gonna snatch it from her. And when she sat down, she just pretend as tho she got the sit herself and didn't even bothering thanking the lady who gave up her seat.

I don't understand why nowadays in society and a first world country like Singapore, the more our economy and "class" progress, the more degrading is our manners. Like if we step into a posh or high class restaurant, we expect the waiter to greet us with politeness and all but all we do is stick our head high and don't even respond... You may say I'm generalising Singaporean but that is indeed what the general is doing. Go anywhere in the public, there's always a lack of generosity, respect, kindness, manners. Even in our education system, it focuses so much on subjects, modules, topics and grades but fail to fork out time to inculcate manners, character and behavior in Singaporeans. Even CME periods nowadays is deem unless and for students to take a break to do their stuff.

Maybe it's what the world is building it's foundation upon. In the past, in even kingdom, dynasty or era, all their foundation was built on loyalty, respect, love, graciousness , wisdom and discipline. That's why no matter how many times these kingdoms or era fall, the next is still built on the same foundation cause that's what keeps the people at peace. The only reason for war was being not contended in being in one's one position in society or greed. But now, even as there is no longer kingdoms or war but the world is degrading as a whole. The reason for the absence of war is simply the interior war itself in the country is enough to handle then to go start a war with another country. With such competitiveness within each individual in a society, everyone is fighting against another to achieve the title of the "Cream of the Crop". And the foundation the world is built on now? Simply, money, entertainment and self fulfillment. The difference from the past? From selflessness to self-centeredness. Everyone wants their fair share from the pie now, even to the crumbs.

But even within all these stuff, I choose to believe that we, even as Christians, can make the change. Not because we can but because there's grace. There's enough love for us to encompass people for their faults, enough grace to accept people for who they are and enough of God to change people. If everyone do their part, there's no need for revival cause the world would already be saved.













I'm looking forward to cell!

In This New Year!

Yes yes yes, I've not blog like since forever! And I'm like suppose to sleep like now cuz I really wanna wake up early tmr... But so much have happened and if I could pen it all down in just one word it'll be "Worthy". 14/jan marks the start of my 5th year as a Christian! Last year alot happened but this year, I'm expecting for greater things to happen! Last year's resolution was to be involve in more ppl's life and this year, it's to impact lives! No matter how much I look at it, Christianity is all about lives changing. I can go on and write a long thesis on what and how Christianity changes lives but I'll just leave that till the day I get my PhD(not!).

Let's see what I can remember!

-Hamy's gone, for good! Oh where art thou? Canada Toronto......
-Shangbo's gone too... (Pls not to USA!)
-I got even skinnier and Christine told me not to get any skinnier.......
-Met the Philippines Pastors and our mission trip team today and ate like ALOT! (A-Tai, we miss you!)
-Caught up with Pastor Marlou, but he's leaving tmr....
-Cells' gonna go back to the 3 cells, mixed feelings....
-Lamed Thiam You today! (Oh, Joel, ..., :))
-Shervelle keeps tagging along me and Prico...
-The point above includes irritating me...
-Joalina's missing for today...
-Yesterday Wei Yi look like High Class Waitress then Purdee like her manager liddat...
-Today Wei Yi look more formal but Purdee still look so professional....
-Ivan can lead worship, preach, evangelise, jump, run, do pull ups but can't tie a tie....
-Women take forever to do everything except for: spending money, flaring up, being unreasonable, being late, forgetting stuff, and so on and so forth....(Liz, Wei Yi, Wendy, don't kill me if you even see this but it's true. Be set free!!![I'm so dead....])
-Had dinner with Hamy's cell before she flew...
-Trudy, rotating toilet bowl(laughs), Constance, boil the sea(laughs), Louis, we are RACISTS!
-Kelly Chew, Alethea, Cheryl, KH, Axel, Me," Pudding, Pudding, Pudding!" *YUCK!*
-Joel (Oh) pls dun call so so early, I'll have trouble staying awake....
- I realised I forgot to call RJ...
-Have to do push ups later before going to sleep....
-I'll have to end here, long day ahead tomorrow!
-Happy Birthday KBL!!!

As For Today...

Today we had, Zone Service!!! Haha! Ice Breaker was really fun and funny! Esp when Wayne's the in charge, there's totally no room for boredom!!! Sad to say that it'll be the last zone service for the year but Wendy's message was great! Celebrated her birthday and went to eat at Macs. I have to apologise for calling Sarah Aunty Sarah once but she called me uncle and whack me upteem time so I think we can call it quits then! Chatted and played with Hui Ling and Hui Ling over dinner with Joel Oh Kian Tong showing off his Best In Maths Cert!!! Hahaha! Again and again and again and again...(does dance moves) Then went to lepak with sam and wayne. Talked with jeremy for awhile too. After that, it was off to Ruben's BBQ!!!

Met Purdee on bus 15! Hahah! Was super random and we kept asking her random questions. Then we isolate Wayne and he fell asleep -.-" after Purdee alighted me and sam talked for awhile more.

At Rube's BBQ:
We thought it'll be very crowded and that there'll be alot of MLs but it was the opp. Ok, learned a new term fro€m Benia. It's called "Orh Tor". What is it? Hahaha! Go figure out! Met a few old frens, ppl like ruben and eugene and benia, got to know a few new other guys. Had quite a fun time talking and chatting and talking crap and the fun part is always about bullying the birthday boy! I think the punch I landed on his chest must really hurt! Hahahah! Sorry WeiYi that we have to ask you to go home when you'll all the way at the place already but, we have your interest in heart<3

Tmr:
Gemmy's!
Wagyu Beef!
Dress Up!
Resignation Letter Sent!













Me: Joel slimmed down a lot from last time.
Benia: Then God must really exists!!!

Not Nice Being Mr Nice

Who would have thought that my 1 year of dreaming and 2months or training would come to naught today when all I do was being nice.

1) I was not supposed to be team captain just that no one else wanted to...
2) I didn't choose the players...

1st Wayne wants shouts at me telling me what to do, then another person who knows nothing about basketball tells the team what to do, then Wayne gets his way. I mean I'm fine with all these if we're playing with good players but we have to know our means. What's with all the, if my plan fail I don't play lor, it's just a game no need to win and all those remarks? I was talking to Jeremy Wong on thursday night and he told me something that really hit me that is Sportsmanship is playing the best you can no matter who your opponent is to show them the due respect. But if all you guys are concerned is about having fun and make sure everyone plays every game, then why come? And the fact is everyone got to play for at least 1 and a half game, all except me... I really wonder if I told nicholas tan that I take over as captain and register our team is a mistake? Some people wasn't supposed to be in the team but they came and asked me to put them in but when I put them in against the others opinions, all I got was rebellion and ignorance? And I still have to go over to the other team's captain to tell them not to play so seriously against us. All this for? So much for being nice. Is it me that I lack the charisma to lead a team or it's just plainly people don't wanna listen? I don't know but at least be grateful that I let you guys in...

I know I shouldn't be here ranting and crying over spilled milk but if you're taking people's dreams and vision lightly and forsaking all the effort people try to make you feel good then there's no point me being nice. All I wanted was us to win at least one, and it's not too much to ask for but in the end? We can't even score a single point in that game we're supposed to win... I guess it was kinda rude for me to leave the court for a breather but if I sat in there longer, I would have exploded and gave you a punch in the face. I knew that wasn't Christ-like so I walked out to cool off... At least Chow was outside chatting with me... Thanks man Chow! And after everything, no one said nothing... Well at least I got a "That was a good game" from Wen and that made me really happy altho my face and the other part of me is still trying to cool off.

After that went to Changkat to play with the guys. Haha! Elisha called me "zone 6 best player..." He's like trying to be lame... But at least the guys said I improved and that today my shooting was more accurate. It seems that all those training paid off... Soon, soon every sunday I can go down changkat and play again!

Yup, don't worry, I'm still nice :) Just that I'm totally disturbed and frustrated with the whole incident but ya, it's all over... Let's just make tomorrow a better day than today!

I'm Blessed Beyond Words...

Just listened to the song "Because You Loved Me" by Celine Dion. Indeed, it's a all time rock-your-roof-off classic! It's very very nice! And during the song, I thought alot. Alot about today, alot about this year and alot about people. Let's recap!

Today, ate at Edwin's father shop after service again. Yum yum =p! I still like to do it,"Edwinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"!
Pardon me... Yea, eating with the cell and enjoying everyone's company. If it was the start of the year, I wouldn't imagine myself sitting there having lunch/dinner with everyone else. But I guess, things change, don't they? It's strange to see how God work through things and fufil my new year resolution for me. What was it? Simply, I wanted to be more involved in the lives of many others. Because at the start of the year I realised that if I live a life that doesn't impact the lives of others, there's no pont in staying in cell or serving in ministry. That's why I decided to be more involved in the lives of others in the year to come.

And then first, God pulled the cell close together. Tho ppl come and go, but I believed that 6.1 has really learned to go through things together as a cell. Altho on the surface we seem so diff from each other but on the inside, bit by bit unknowningly, we've started to enjoy each others' company. Then came the 3 cells combination. To me, in the start, I was still adapting to the whole issue but slowly, I guess all of us got comfortable with each other. Through many different events and many weeks of cell and bonding, we've gotten pretty clse to each other. And even now, I can call it a family, a place where ppl come, they can laugh with us, join us for fun and wanna stay because everyone is so real. I'll never imagine myself saying this at the start of the year but now, cell's getting "warmmer".

And even sitting down now, I really question myself what's next? What more can I do for the cell? I suppose you can't call it duty but instead, it's like a sense of ownership, a sense of belonging that makes you wanna make things better. I don't know how long the combined cells will last but let's treasue it while we can. There's this saying, "People close to you are like air, you'll only know the importance when you lose it". And I think the day will come when each cell have to go their seperate ways and I hope, when we look back, we'll have wonderful memories to hold on to...

I want to end this entry here but I don't know how to put the perfect full stop. Because even deep inside, there's this warm and fuzzy feeling as I think about the peeps. 6.1, 6.5, 6.7, you guys rox!












For all those times you stood by me,
For all the truth that you make me see,
For all the joy you brought to my life,
For all the wrong that you made right.
For every dream you made come true,
For all the love I found in you.
I'll be forever thankful, baby.
You're the one who held me up,
Never let me fall.
You're the one who saw me through it all.

Never Had A Dream Come True, Till The Day That I've Found You!

Alot have been happening recently esp in work, and when I say alot, it really means alot! Stress level is up to my neck and I've not been catching up on my hours of sleep. My only dreamtimes are times on the bus where I can barely catch a wink.

Tonight, every1's turning in early, so it's not just me but every1 is exhausted. Even granny is nt turning in late... Rare. Just gulp down like 600ml of Milo, hope it'll provide me with a lil energy boost for tmr!

Today hanged out with JW! Last wk I help him with his dream of baking, this wk his turn to wait for my dream with me. It was really anxious but exciting. The last 30mins esp! Woohoo! But, it was realized. A dream, a love, today it's mine! Hahahahaha! The wait and preparation took me a year! And after waiting so long, it only increased my happiness!!! Really really glad.













The numbers does not only make it sound nicer, but it also shows my desire to play more for, You.

Yester And Now!

Yup, yesterday while working, I served Tan Keng Hua! If u dunno who she is, she's the actress who acts as Chu's wife in PCK. Being starstruck alrdy! Wonder who will appear tmr?

Today went wif JW to Courts to buy his oven and mixer. Then had Popeyes at Century Square! Newly opened. But at there, I was irritated by 3 types of ppl:

1) NS men: Lottas of nonsense, no substance. All talk and no walk. And all they do is waste other ppl's time. No wonder they always kena in camp, they asked for it!

2) Indecisive and talkative woman. There's this woman that was qeueing behind me and she keeps asking her bf what to eat and keep changing her choices for like 15min? And she keeps commenting on Popeyes' menu and food and comparing wif other fast food and how it should operate. If she was that good, she won't even be there eating it....

3) Rude and act high class Singaporean. Although S'pore's education ranks amongst top 10 in the world, the ppl here lack manners and place others before them. They always have this attitude that as long as they got that alil more penny, everyone have to serve them properly. Don't believe? Go take the MRT at peak period with 10 senior citizens ard you. See you go up first or them? How about being at the counter at any shop in Paragon, orchard or anywhere where ppl's wallet are abit more loaded? They act as tho the whole earth is owned by them.... And if you notice, any fastfood rest u step in, how many of the ppl would actually smile to the counter person or say a thank you at the end of their services. 1 outta 20?

Conclusion: Education up, humanism down, true? I dunno but at leasst that's what my dad used to say. "Some ppl study uni but the manners like Sh*t! Study until where? Uni never teach manners arh?" I kinda argee wif him now.

I think things have to change, esp from small. Can you imagine like in 20years, everyone works only in the face of money and not from a servicing heart? Frightenning. Another frightenning fact: Kids nowadays splur faster. That day at Iluma, I saw a bunch of kids like Pri5 or Pri6 eating at a rest w/o their parents and they were totally rude to the waitress. Haiz.

Too fumed up with how things are in Singapore now...Hmph!
Post again but now I shall chill...













May God have mercy on this generation...

Star-Strucked!!!

Firstly, Happy Birthday! Yea, to whoever knows who and that person! Stay Happy!

Yup, today served edmund chung and his son and daughter. If you don't know who's edmund chung, he's ziang yun's husband. He's nice, in fact really nice. And he's got that smile plus charisma! Awww.... He's da man! back at Parkway but I'm already missing Iluma and it's peeps! Iluma!!! The peeps at PP still recognised me still tho, even after 3mths! The china guy from Phin's, and the lady from Pat's Oven, Irene from Coffee Bean and those women over at Skuraya Fish Mart, peeps from Esprito Santo! Really glad to see them again. Caught up with some of them while they were on their way to the toilet and chatted awhile with them. I kinda miss them. It's seem like no matter where I'm working, God always put nice ppl ard and I'm really glad for this type of blessing. It makes working easier and more pleasant. Jac overslept and end up at AMK! Mogu sleep too much le!

Daph & MQ was at berrylite studying too and Vanessa Wee was at Subway. Somehow it seems kinda good when they're away from each other paths. Caught up with Vanessa in my 1hour break and like always, I enjoyed talking and catching up with her!

Talking about Vanessa, last wk I saw Vanessa at Iluma. This time, it's Carol's niece. I'm surprised to see how much she's grown and I kinda feel old le. And she still recognised me! Hahaha! Long time, really long. Sunday worked with Vanessa, Vanessa Chiw for abt an hour? As usual, she still bullys me. Shen of Iluma, Berrylite's Secret Box and Women's Anger Venting Machine, not easy...

Wonder what wonders is God gonna show me tomorrow?













Grant me a heart,
To love the forsaken,
To remember those forgotten,
And to bring back those that were led astray.
Even if I get hurt along the way,
Let me perservere,
So that they can once again see that light,
That love you have for them...

Up-Date-To

Here's update for the recent events!

1) Happy Birthday Chow!!! Glad you like the cookies!
2)Sheng Ming's last day at work. Been with him on first day, been with him on the last, memorable!
3)Transferring back to parkway... No more dou jiang you tiao but there's Carl's Jr but at the expense of 1000%!!!
4)Wasn't glad not to have chicken rice with cell for lunch today, wans't at all :(
5)Regena's funny, totally!!!
6)Customer flirted with me... (Many times it happens but this, she's the oldest so far!)
7)So gonna miss Iluma! Chow, Alina, and all the friendly and unfriendly peeps there!
8)Coffeebean's pasta may end up being my staple food... Hope the staffs are still the same, at least Kelvin!!! Pls!!!
9) Served Joanne Peh and her bf today, let's see.... It's like the 6 or 7th time I served her. Should take a pic with her soon!
10) Joanne Peh is not the only celebrity I served.
11)I dunno le...

Let's see what's there to update soon!

Oh ya, today we wrote our mission line and mine is:

To live each day knowing God anew;
To breathe every moment with passion anew;
To praise God every season with strength renew;
To believe in God every minute with mind anew;
And to love God every second with heart anew...

Late Night Blogging...

Ok, had tau huay wif boss and novem and zhen hui friday midnight! Expected liao, hor zhen hui? Hahaha! Just figured out today that manage work and church is very difficult. Esp when you've got alot of things to do and on your mind yet one week there's only 7 days... Sometimes I wished that I could do everything and please everyone... In this way, everyone wud be happy.

Jus finish baking abt 2hrs ago? Hee. Good attempt. 1st time baking something like that. WeiYi, you'll get wat you want on ur b'day, no worries!

The song "Heaven Knows" keep ringing in my head so i've decided to dl it and listen. It's playing and playing and playing. Been too K-popping these few weeks. Have to strike a balance!!!! I cant play much K songs on the guitar, esp when I cant speak Korean so no point listening too much also. But their entertainment shows are really, funny! Ahahaha! Miss watching tv. Have been some time since I slack on the bed and watch tv le. I think wun be doing that anytime soon. Timetable for work is still nt in yet. Fasturating! Quick quick quick! I needa sms the cell!!!!

Ok, need to be more optimisstic! Gonna do weights then take a good bathe and brace myself for tomorrow! Sayonara!

Today's Update

YES, Update! I realised yst post forget to includ smth! I've been mass ufo-catching! Yea, and my hse is starting to have lottas of soft toys. Lucky I dun catch those super big ones!

Today ma, erm, had dinner wif Hamy @ Waraku de Pasta @ iluma. Chatted for abt 3hrs? Havent seen each other ever since the opening of The City Church. I wore The City Church tee today too! Glad to know that she's fitting in fine there and enjoying her time loving and serving God. It's a joy to always see her. She's like a lil sis whom I've seen grown up, someone from plain squeky irriation to passionate lover of God! Let the fire burn Hamy, BURN!!!

Aft dinner went to arcade to complete the fighting game twice! Jasper, buck up and defeat the last boss alrdy! Then we can vs!!! Then went to HLX Fusion to irrtate Alina Poh wif Jasper! TP-ians, boo!!! Hahaha! Alina, you'll still have to friend me!

Choc waffle for work tmr! Let's see what there'll be to update! Ciaos~













To Chow: We must train till we can catch all the big big dolls in the arcade!

Super Ultimate Blog Rot!

Firstly, I wud like to apologise to my faithful readers!!! A big bow and a huge sorry that I haven't been updating for like forever... Yes, forever. So much has happened, so lil time to report. Let's see, where shud I start? O.o. Recently, had Empire State @ iluma wif Germ and O.K. So-so, nt really fantastic food... Earthquakes wif Thiam You, Wei Cong, Nic, Madeline and Joalina. Started working wif Thomas... Finally had Tau Huay wif Chow!!! xD Enjoying lunch/dinner wif cell every sunday aft service @ Edwinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn's father shop. I jus love to drag edwin's name everytime I call him. My habit! Heeeee! Many things have happen and many more to come! Been blog reading, the usuals and the unexpected ones! Reading unexpected ones is a skill I've learnt from my dear cell leader! YES, WEIYI you are DEAR but NOT GREAT OR AWESOME HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Been training wif daddy's 15kg dumbbell. Forearms getting bigger, biceps too and I CAN SEE THE VEINS COMING OUT EVEN MORE!!! MUHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Ok, I'm gonna be random and jump all over the place pls so bear wif me.

1)RJ's B'day!!! He's getting older and older and older!!! Get married!!! Heeeee!
2) Saw Jasmine Godsis today at iluma!!! As usual, dun trust her words....
3)Tau Huaying and chatting wif Chow is a new yet enjoyable expirence as we chatted and ate. Same taste, different matter. TauNi vs Tau Huay! At least we've both got you tiao!!!
4)Iluma is boringly fun, boring yet fun!!!
5)More work, much more. I see berrylite revolving ard my head...
6)Alina's nice for bringing me la mian hor fun that day! Thanks for being enthu and describing the food while jumping ard and calling my names like dunno how many times! (altho i dunno whether she'll see this...)
7)Paid my bills but haven't change ezlink, so dead...
8)Bro's back at home, for???
9)I tot abt weiyi... Out u go...
10)Now's Pst Yang and his sermon. "You can't just cast flesh out. Flesh, out you go...!"
11)Just realise it's easier to get her out of my mind than the her before her... Dead faithfulness... JW, you know arh!(wonder if he still reads my blog...)
12) It's coming closer!!! 20days, just 20days more to go!!!
13)Weiyi stop coming back into my head. Get behind me woman!!!
14)New flavours for nxt month cookies............. Wat???
15)Tmr no work!!! Yayay!!!
16)SNSD vs Kara = SNra... -.-''' Lame...
17)Samuel Lew, I'm waiting...
18) Finish doing weights like 2 hrs ago, shud nt do anymore...for now!
19)Basketball, basketball, basketballl!!
20)Wanton mee + Teh Peng.... Edwinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~~~
21) Bird cleverer than dog, true or false?
22)Miss my class! Nigel!!! Serene!!! Yuan Zhi!!!
23)Why the rain?
24)When's Joel mtg me? Anxious 0.0^
25)This is becoming so Daphne Lee.....
26) Some things I wished could be clarified but it doesn't matter to me anymore, let go means let go, no point wishing for something better.
27)YES, weiyi, let go liao...(Just thought she wanted to know...)
28) Just remembered, SARITA reads my blog!!! HI S-A-R-I-T-A!!!
29) The btm of my biceps is growing faster than the top... Jus realised.
30) Book medical checkup but first nd to go change address.
31) Soccer invitation in the making.
32) Berrylite designs, also in the making...
33) I want my Daisy milk now!!!
34) Dun have...
35) 3 box of Granola and no milk at home...
36) Germaine, when are you coming back to work???
37) Have to wash machine this thurs again, late homecoming...
38) Sometimes I wish daddy cud pick me up aft work!
39) Learn to bear wif all your dads, they fought all their lives to make sure we grow up and they wun wanna spend the other half of their lives fighting wif us. Jus love them, they deserve it.
40) And Heavenly Father too!!!
41) This is getting long!!!
42) How i wish everyone that reads my blog wud come tell me that they read it and I can personally thank them for caring about what's happening in my life. Pls, do tell me face to face so that I can shake your hands and thank you! I mean it!!!
43) Ok, dad's asking me to slp alrdy.
44)Really!
45) I wished I can blog more!
46) Til nxt time!













May the glory of God be manifested upon us, not becoz we're worthy but becuz He's great!